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Saturday, January 14th, 2006
3:13 pm - Cheez its are fucking good.
back to school. Classes are treating me pretty good. 36 more credit hours after this semester and i will be done with college. I figure if i take summer classes, i should be done next year. In the past month i have watched full seasons of 24, The Shield, Charmed, Sex and the city, Family guy, and aqua team hunger force. That is a hell of a lot of televison, and i still managed to do a lot of cool shit in the mean time. The new Bleeding Through cd is good, very good. I figure i'll be back to Chesterfield super bowl weekend. My stay will consist of attending the God Forbid show at harpos, and attempting to go down town and being involved in a drunkin clusterfuck. First time i used the phrase "drunkin clusterfuck". Pistons and playoff football tonight, should be fun. Hopefully i'll wind up at some random house party tonight with a good buzz and enough cash in my pocket to get a cab ride home. Enough for me and the three girls i will take home! Or maybe four girls........depends on my mood! Time to break out like a horrible rash!

current mood: almost got a buzz going

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Monday, October 31st, 2005
9:05 pm
Halloween. Good time Halloween is. Spent the weekend as a highly intoxicate yet pleasantly creepy Michael Myers. Watched Psycho, Halloween 1 and 2, Land Of The Dead, Jeepers Creepers, Final Destination 2, House of Wax, Dawn of The Dead, Freddy's Dead, Evil Dead, and The Dead Next Door. Sounds like i sat around and watched movies all weekend, but spread out over the last four days, i was actually able to party every night as well. Heading back home thursday night to see Soulfly, Throwdown, and Bloodsimple at harpos. Might stay friday night, but i'm not quite sure yet. Lots of studying is going to be accomplished this weekend either way. The new NBA season starts up wednesday, so i can now finally watch the Pistons stomp on teams like their putting out fire. I'm not sure how many heads i've seen come off of shoulders this weekend, but i do know that when decapitation starts to lose it's effect something isn't right. Happy Halloween everyone. No sarcastic comment will follow that up.

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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
11:00 am - wlwlwlkjalk;j;lkadj;alkjf
So, i haven't updated in this thing for a while. No real reason to i guess. School and work are currently kicking my ass, but i will overcome like so many other heros before me. Music has been good to me lately, the new fear factory is fucking good. I also have been listening to a lot of Royce da 5'9. A lot of good detroit rap cd's have been coming out Hush, proof, bizarre, Royce. I'm going to see halo of the locusts which is Randy Blythe from lamb of gods side project. Their playing right down the street from my apartment at a small club so that should be fun. I am enjoying my new apartment, haven't met many new people yet but the year is young. Pistons start up soon, and i have been watching way too much football. I have started buying horror movies for the upcoming halloween season, now that i read this the more things fucking change the more they stay the same. not complaining though, life seems like it continues to build to something i've been waiting for, just really not sure exactley what that may be. maybe a lottery win or maybe a non painful way to die. one can only wonder.....off to class...fuck concepts and applications, why can't it be strippers and beer instead!

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Sunday, August 28th, 2005
10:03 pm
how about Aqua Team Hunger Force, bud ice, and friday looming ahead. Ozzfest is next week, so all is good. Moving in to my new apartment on the 23rd. Gizmachi is a really good band, looking forward to seeing them at ozzfest. i guess it's time to go smoke some crack and jerk off to some cartoons and say some prayers. may the lord be with everyone reading this.t

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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
1:19 am

hahahahaha, game 7 thursday! A Chance for a repeat. I have waited for this day all fucking year, every fucking close game, every fucking sleepless night thinking about stupid plays or idiot fucking sports broadcasters, all comes down to this. I remember last year when the pistons won the title and i got piss drunk and saw a shooting star. i was so crocked i wished for the pistons to win the title, and they had already won. Yet maybe my wish really went towards this year! Maybe my drunkin wish helped them get to where they are. or maybe i was just drunk. or maybe thursday is going to be a great fucking day! I have this feeling that i am on the verge of something really fucking cool, but i have no clue what. My outlook on life needs to become by best friend instead of my worst enemy. That's what could help.

 

 

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Monday, August 15th, 2005
9:11 pm
i just got my ticket for Team Sleep at the magic stick! I found it really weird that i checked to see if for some strange reason it hadn't sold out, and i found a ticket online. I wouldn't say it's because people haven't heard of them, i mean it's fucking chino for satan's sake. A chance to see them at a bar will be fun. Lamb of God is approaching, and i think i'm excited. The whole fucking show is going to be fun, not to mention that it's at freedom hill so it will close to my brothers house. I'm returning home for the weekend for my friend Ryan's 21st birthday, so i believe we will be hitting up downtown Mt. Clemens. 2 more wins at home Pistons, c'mon damnit. Anyone heard of The Alter Boys? Good shit if ya haven't. and so is beer, good shit, try that also, if you haven't. bye. I'm off like Michael Jackson's pediphile ass. Stupid Justice System.

current mood: blah

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Saturday, August 13th, 2005
11:30 pm
another truly exciting day. Eating Macaroni and cheese can't last much longer. i hope. Speaking of not lasting, what about land of the dead? Looks like a really cool fucking movie, and a new romero film should be worth spending 535 dollars to go see a movie. Sounds of the underground is soon, can't wait to see Lamb Of God, good times. Speaking of God, how about his son, Christ. Did a little backround check on the son of a bitch and turns out he could turn shit into wine. I'm sure he made a lot more friends than my "non wine making bitch ass". Granted he was crucified, i think i'll settle for a heart attack at 62, or falling asleep and never waking up at 34. i think i'll just go watch stripes with Bill Murray and fall asleep to some wholesome laughter. i like when you turn the pillow over when your sleeping and it's cold. I've taken to sleeping with 3 pillows, which makes for 6 chances of coolness throughout my sleeping adventure. I'm all excited for sleep now. Goodnight uncle Sam, thanks for giving me 21 years of freedom.

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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
11:19 pm - A good ole fashioned country hoedown!
Fuck. Jesus, Michael Jackson, fucking George W. Bush. Holy shit, i'm not in a good fucking mood. I just came to the realization that in the past 2 years, i have gotten by mentally on the pistons winning basketball games. It sounds extremely upsurd, but in all fucking honesty, i have spent every day following them, and i guess it became a very important part of my life. When they won the championship, i watched the game alone, and it was like having a big fucking party with 20 people and getting laid by the hottest girl that showed up. i basked in the glory of that party all summer, and follwed them all season. Here i sit, two days away from what could be the last game, and i am kinda bitter. a little bit frusterated, somewhat pissed. I'm out here in fucking kalamazoo, and i can't even express my anger in a typical guy setting. Go to work tomorrow i tell myself, that will make you feel better. Be broke i tell myself, that will make you smile. be depressed, that will make life completely pointless. I had a car full of girls just drive by and honk their horn saying "hey baby", and all i could do was keep walking and tell myself they were being funny. My confidence is completely gone again, and i feel like the only way i can get it back is to morph into someone else, but then i realize that i'm not fond of most others, so i have to try to rise above like Dr. Martin Luther King and Mother Theresa. stupid pistons.

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Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
12:11 pm
I've decided i'm going to come home this weekend and suprise my mom. I figured it would be a good opportunity to go out on my brothers boat, and maybe get some good meals for a fucking change! I'm not sure what i'm going to do, but it will probably involve drinking and listening to really loud music. I picked up the new audioslave cd and it is really fucking good. Now if only i can stay away from a radio so i don't have to hear every fucking song on the cd overplayed! Not that i didn't use the term "fucking" a lot before, but since i have been watching Lewis Black, i seem to overuse the term. It just helps bits of anger slip free without any serious course of action. if anyone wants to hang out this weekend that may be reading this, i shall be around. good weather should kill bad weather!

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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
1:24 pm
Tonight is the big night, game one of the Eastern Conference finals. I sincerely hope the pistons get off to a good start. No doubt that it should be fun to watch. Speaking of fucking fun, i'm off to work. Surrounded by beer, but can't drink it. It's like being the boy in the bubble during a ten girl orgy. Or like being blind while a hundred shooting starts are passing over your head. It just fucking sucks. On a more positive note, i have tickets to sounds of the underground tour, and hopefully ozzfest, so the summer looks to be full of really lound heavy music. If anyone hasn't heard about the sounds of the underground tour, it's the same set up as ozzfest and there are a shitload of hardcore bands there, and it's being headlined by lamb of god. Poison the well, clutch, unearth, chimaira, black dahlia murder, and even gwar will be there. It's at freedom hill and tickets are only 30 bucks, so i highly suggest attending if you know what's good for your soul. June 28th is the date. Hell, i don't think i've ever plugged anything as much as i just did. I'm out like my wallet is of money! Oh yeah, two hour 24 season finale tonight, thank you Fox network. Man, now i sound like a corporate sellout. Sweet.

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Friday, May 20th, 2005
12:42 pm
ahhhhh, pistons are now on to the Eastern Conference finals. I was sitting at the bar watching the game by myself, and it occurred to me that i watch every pistons game by myself. Then i realized i do everything by myself. Watch movies, play basketball, work out, shop, sex, everything consists of just me. I then looked over at the four people next to me, two guys and two girls, and i envied them. I then thought about it even more, and realized that maybe being alone isn't such a bad thing. Regardless if it's the people i knew in high school, work, or even the people i've met in college, i don't have a friend that i can call up and just hang out with. Not having that friend has made me realize that i can do anything i fucking want without anyone there. There is no more fear. I can move anywhere i want when i graduate because i will not fear leaving anything behind. Everyday is a blank slate, and i don't even have to erase anything. I can't hurt anyone, and no one can hurt me. I truly think i am meant to be a writer, because i love analyzing the way other people live their lives, but i'm not so sure that i'm great at living an intriguing life myself. Who knows, maybe my dent in the world will be exposing it for what it is. Stupid world, always hiding itself. At least life is fun.

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Sunday, May 15th, 2005
4:53 pm - I hate Bill Walton
Pistons have been scaring me, but are playing well right now, very well. I purchased the new Dave Mathews Band album, good cd. Bought Ready to Die by Biggie, and haven't stopped listening to it. Nothing better than feeling gangsta and what not. Signed up for my classes, nothing like Chinese Religion to keep your mind in shape. Simpsons season finale tonight, go Sunday's! Last weekend's Harpos weekend was exciting, Mastodon was great and Soilwork left me bruised, good stuff. Coming back home June 3rd for COC and Crowbar at Harpos. Met a cool tattoo artist at work, so he said he could give me some good hookups on tattoos and piercing and what not, so this summer should be fun. If anyone wants to come out to good ole' Kalamazoo and party for a weeking anytime soon, the invitation is open. I have plenty of room at my apartment, and there's plenty of parties on the weekend. Anyway, time to go drink. I'm out like Johnie Cochran!

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Friday, April 29th, 2005
1:19 am - jesus and all his wisdom and long hair.
Thought i would update my life status in case anyone i used to talk to was wonder if i was alive or dead or in some sort of purgatory or something. I'm out at Western Michigan trying to finish up my degree. That's really weird to say. I have an apartment in Kalamazoo and i work for a beer distributorship that is close by. I wonder if i'll ever work anywhere that isn't surrounded by beer? Cool thing about Kalamazoo is being able to go to concerts in grand rapids. i've been to some cool concert clubs. I work, drink, workout and watch basketball. On the weekends i work on my autobiography which i have entitled Ass, The story of Steve and how he kicks it! I haven't been back in the hometown area in a while, but i make my return to see Soilwork and Mastodon at Harpos. I had a girlfriend for a while but she deflated and her boobs became really flat so we broke up. Anyone read about head from Korn and how he flipped his fucking wig? good stuff. maybe people will make him the next jesus. They could call him the head of jesus, or Jesus's head. other than that, i believe that is that.

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Friday, April 30th, 2004
12:55 am - hooney, hoontz, rar, hoondog.
fuck an update and a fucking entry. i am very happy. this is going out to myself. i listen. anyway, i am very fucking proud of you. 3.6 grade point average. i wanted to pat you on the fucking back. managed to drink a lot of fucking beer, but worked out ever fucking day and lost 15 pounds. Sent out your applications to western, and saving money for a place to live. I like the fact that you work every fucking day and go to school every fucking day. You have your own fucking self to thank. How about your friends? You mean high school friends? If you are reading this, i am willing to venture your not my friend. In all seriousness, i have nothing against anyone i went to highschool with. I met a lot of cool people that i am sure will go far in life. I had friends during high school that because of life circumstances i no longer communicate with. Life is bitter and sweet at the same time i guess. I had a great time. Goodbye NEGATIVEPETE. 5 years updating in an internet community thing. In the longrun, i guess i was just really talking to myself.

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Monday, April 19th, 2004
8:31 pm - reformated 20 year old super man.
my new outlook on life is finally starting to impact my everyday life. Since i have been working out and been on a diet, i have lost 15 pounds. I couldn't really tell a difference in the way i looked until i took my lazy ass to buy some new clothes. Being that i have been wearing nothing but stolen pistons clothing for the past year, i figured it was time to change my wardrobe a bit. I am currently trying to save money for school, so i ventured to the thriftstore. This was the first time i have ever looked for clothes in a thriftstore, so it took a little while to get used to it. I ended up walking out with some cool clothes for 20 bucks. After i had my hair cut and dyed, i found myself seeing a difference between the old and new steve. My new goal is to start going different places every weekend. Royal Oak, Ann Arbor, Birmingham, it really doesn't matter, i just want to get away from my boring ass routine. I spend my weekends drinking and hanging out with my damn self, so why not go somewhere that might contain some intelligent life. If i find myself not enjoying this new routine, than i always have alchol to comfort me.

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Friday, April 9th, 2004
8:06 pm
yes indeed, Michael Patton and his misfit death metal companions Fantomas will in town tommorow. I am excited. I really want to see that movie "Girl Next door", that chick in that movie is so unbelievably hot. She is right there with Shannon Elizabeth, Joey Loren Adams, and Mena Suvari, and the chick from "King of Queens". Looks like tonight will contain a pistons game and a couple of horror movies. I'm thinking Freddy vs. Jason, and the new Texas Chainsaw Massacre. I will then maybe pass out with Evil Dead 2.

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Thursday, April 8th, 2004
9:37 pm
What in the fuck is wrong with the news? I realize it is a subject that is not usually brought up, but i can't fucking stand it anymore. You have a team of all white newscasters that are reporting about all the problems that are happening on the east and west sides of Detroit. Lets face facts, the white newscasters do not give a shit about the shootouts that are happening with the black "lower class". The news people sit there with their fucking makeup on, and they talk about all kinds of people that are lower than them. Well you know what, fuck you! You are not any better, you just have the fucking media on your side. It's a good thing there is not a newschannel that talks soley about fake people, because your fucking kind would be talked about all day long. I am not trying to make race an issue, simply because the media does a good enough job of it. Blacks hate whites because whites control the media and government. Whites hate blacks because blacks use their color to gain an advantage, and they feel as though everything is owed to them. Honestly, i am a sick and fucking tired of racism. I am not ignorant, i realize that it will never go away. The fact of the matter is, humans as a fucking species are too ignorant to cure such a thing. Find a cure for cancer, aids, diabetes and so on, but never mind the fact that people hate their neighbors because of their skin color. The only reason i bring up this fact is because i am sitting in my fucking house right now by my damn self. I have no fucking best friend too talk to, i have no fucking girl friend, (shameless plug) i have a shallow ass livejournal to bitch at. My only goal for this entry is for one person to know that another person knows that skin color doesn't mean a fucking thing. Any ignorant asshole, black or white, can argue that point to me, but i wish them luck. I may type livejournal entries with run on sentences, but i'm intelligent enough to know that racism is for fucking morons.

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Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
4:15 pm - Molson Canadian
Kid Rock is friday, i am excited, haven't been to a concert in over a month, which is probably the longest i have gone in well over 2 years. I went to the tattoo parlor and gave the tattoo guy George my pics of hoontz so he can start drawing my tattoo. That is about it in the land of Steve. NBA playoffs are near, and so is Mike Patton and Fantomas. I am curently starting my life over, this includes working out, trying to worry less and look deep into shit, saving money, and eliminating shitty food from my diet. If i can do this for 6 months, than i should be a new and improved person when i go away to school. Beer drinking will continue.

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Friday, March 5th, 2004
12:23 am - pistons vs. nuggets on saturday! Return of Jon Barry!
A remake of Dawn of the Dead, how fucking cool is that? Of all movies, they choose dawn of the fucking dead. When there is no more room in hell, the dead will walk the earth! I've said and heard that numerous times, but now the tv is saying it during prime time television! Weird. Anyway, School and work fill my days, beer and basketball fill my nights. music falls in between. That is my life in a nutshell. Wrestling and good movies are also factors, with some concerts mixed in. And i read the paper and drink hot chocalate in the morning. That's my life. no more and no less. I am looking to add some substance. Leaves that fall from trees in the fall eventually become food for grass that is currently dead at the time. In my mind it is zombie grass due to the fact that i see it do nothing but pop up from the soil with the encouragement and help of the living. (trees)

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Sunday, February 8th, 2004
11:10 am
Less than 1 year before i turn 21! Friday was my birthday, and i can't say it was too exciting, i guess i could but i'd be a liar. Went to lunch with my mom and grandma, and got some cool Molson t-shirts. Than i finished off the day with drinking some Molson and watching the pistons game. As uneventful as the day was, i guess i'm comforted in knowing that i am currently reorganizing my life. I'm not exactley sure if that is the best way to put it, maybe it's more like preparing for the near future. It sounds really weird, but i know that I am at the end of one point in my life, and working on starting a new one. it doensn't have anything to do with age, it's just my own interpretation of where my life is at with regards to living everyday to the fullest. i want more than anything to start today, but as least i know that i am working towards it. In closing Johny Depp is a good actor, and Mike Patton is a good vocalist.

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